Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid |||||||||||| 46% Schizoid |||||||||| 34% Schizotypal |||||||||| 38% Antisocial |||||||||| 34% Borderline |||||||||||||||| 70% Histrionic |||| 18% Narcissistic |||| 14% Avoidant |||||||||| 38% Dependent |||||| 26% Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||| 54%

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I haven't been here for a few years now. I logged in and decided to read through all my past entries and came across this personality disorder test and decided to take it again. Turns out my results is really crap. From a neutral results to being "borderline"... *sign* Needs to fix myself...

God bless

May God bless Japan.
God bless Christchurch.
Please bless Queensland.
God bless Haiti.
Bless those who risk their lives despite the danger they put themselves through just to help.
And bless the guide dogs that make such difference to the lives they have touched and changed.

Distance

Sometimes people have let go and one do vice versa.
Drift to a safe distance where politeness live n simple pleasantries are maintained.
Some prefer such simple horizon.
Blessings given;
Memories remembered, hopefully by both.

Sounds of my mind

The constant symphonies;
operas;
choirs
of endless discussions;
battles;
justifications;
reminders within this skull.

To be found

In a corner of a world

Have I noticed you?
Or, will you notice me?

Have I been found?
Will I be found?

Waiting to be found.

Heal oneself

Merry Christmas... My favorite season. A season of love and care. Of giving. Of family.

I'm still living. Still grabbing on to all things positive. Depression drags everyone around down. I don't want that. I can stay away but not forever, I need to work on it. For everyone around me.

Heal oneself so that we can provide joy to others and be a useful being.

Shut

Darkness lurks again. There seems to be no path, just vast land. 

Again, all feels too hard. I'm struggling to keep my head above waters.
Let me sink.
Let me close my eyes and be dead to the world.
Release me.
And, grant me painless instant death.