*diao*

When I check my friends' blog religiously, they don't get updated.

Darkness

I don't think as deep as I used to.
I don't speculate as much as I should.
I've lost touch of my deep thoughts and sights.
I'm less passionate.
I contradict & in constant conflict in my mind
But I'm happier.
I'm more sane.
I'm avoiding depression...
Am I in denial?
I don't know?
I don't want to know?
Darkness scares me sometimes...
n no, its not the night i'm talking about.
Its the fragment that I can try to understand a person's dark side or even appreciate the beauty of dark aesthetics that scares me.
I avoid.
For years now, i love white.
The purity of white.
The cleanliness of white.
The positivity I absorb from it,
and the happiness I attain from it.

I miss my muchee, my karrot, my miss El, n my tom tom...
(puts a mental note to give karrot, El, tom a nick close to heart)...

My comfort & my Joy...

I snuggles up to you and curl up like the bambino(means "baby" in italian) you call me.

Come stai? molto bene? I miss you.

I can be as raw and as honest with both of you coz you have prove you don't use it against me and have always holds me close through the years. Hasn't ditch me, open up to me and shared your lifes with me, always made the effort to keep in contact, have always been as honest as a friend can be, n never used me.

*hugs*

Day at Bulla

I know its been ONE month... and i still haven't updated my blog... with the snow photos... well, technically the snow quantity was pathetic... a bit disappointed but its a good way to go and spend a bo liao day walking in snow and taboggan and not ski nor board. Which! Next year, I'm seriously planning a trip either to NZ or another mountain in VIC to Ski and board! Will take 1 week annual to go up to the snow! Ideally in July coz there will be more snow then end Aug! Ok... so here are some photos... and there are more photos on facebook... the album function on facebook is great and I can set the security settings to limit who gets to see the photos...

woke up at 5.30am... just to get to boxhill at 7am to meet the coach.

can't keep eyes open (>-<)

some kind soul came over and help us take a group photo. So this is all of us.

no taboggan allow except on the taboggan slopes. But guess what, the taboggan slope on the mountain is close coz the snow fell on the other side of the mountain this year! And the only other taboggan slope available is at the entrance of bulla... boring...

here is a photo of me in taboggan action illegally on the slope.

look how pathetic the snow is... all melting the day we went up...

So we decided to take more photos of ourselves...

And we decided to go exploring and walking...

and walking...

and walking!

until we decided to take the mini shuttle bus up to where the actions are! but!! no gear... so, just watch...

after more exploring, walking, and taking a few more shuttly bus rides to different parts of the mountain, we decided to have lunch... and mind you after lunch we did more walking before we decided to head back down to the entrance for some taboggan action.

richard n joel both had this...

cindy had this...

and i had this!

And we finish the day at this taboggan slope which is the ice/snow is ALSO melting and after a few times and reaching the bottom of the slope with splashes of water coming at you, we stop for tea/coffee and return to the coach...


Went back to boxhill, had a buffet steamboat dinner, went home tired & contented we did something different on a weekend.

Once I get photos of my birthday weekend at tulip farm, i will post that up too. So tune in guys. Whoever visits my site.