Silly Blog network...

Stupid blog told me that I could not post my previous posting due to some error n i could not see my posting on my blog... So! I had to squeeze my brain juice out and try to recall every single word I have typed. And now I've got 2 similar posting... geeze...

Contented? Normal? Attention Seeker!!??!!

The fact that I feel contented now that I have found the person that completes me, or I think the person completes me... is that normal?  Contented that no longer requires seeking, searching, going after etc... Is that the norm?  Or I am just one of those who is like "since u have found what u wanted, so u start finding something else to board over".  Or have I been so used to being single, n having no "partner" to fill my space... Why do people do that, or its possibly just me?!?  That since there is nothing to fussy about now, I go find something else to fuss about...  Then does that mean that I am an attention seeker!!??!! Or is it just the lifestyle that I have grown up in, and now grown into and I have become a person constantly having the need to have problems in my life, that I need to solve.  So i am not a attention seeker but a person constantly needing to solve problems or a person assuming problems are constantly in her life is the norm.  So does that mean that I possibly have a low self esteem and am negative to think that my life will always have problems?  And I am not comfortable being just contented... hhmmm... And possibly I think too much too... And possibly I have been reading, listening, watching too much stuff on psychology and self analysis!  Oh, or maybe its in my nature to analyse that I always want to analyse and so i constantly cross examine myself to see if there is anything i can improve but caught in the middle of a war going on inside my head where it tells me that, "u also have to just accept who u r and be at ease!!??"  Possibly seriously going nuts... 

Contented? Normal? Attention Seeker!!!???!!!

The Fact that I am so contented now that someone has complete me, or i think have complete me... n just contented, no search, no nothing, occupied... Is that normal? Or have I gotten so used to being single and having no "partner" ard that, that is the norm to me...  Or I am just being the shit ass that "since u already have everything u ever wanted, u look for things/issues to board over..."  Why am I or people in general always find things to fuss over? Is it an attention seeking thing? Or is it just human nature? Or is it just a lifestyle that I have grown up with n grown into it...

Cookies 4 My Baby!

Just finish baking the second tray of Betty Crocker's cookies... the Jam drop ones... it is actually really tasty! I should be getting recipes to make them from scratch but oh well... soon soon! =P  Rather tired today due to sleeping late n waking up horribly early and sitting thru a 3 hour Lec-tut with a lecturer who has an "amazing" voice of making u remember irrelevant facts... (i think, at least that is wat i remember now) hhmmm... Anywayz, despite me being so attracted to my bed, I still manage to bake cookies FOR MY BABY! Oh, I cant wait till 1am to see him again!  The hours seems to pass so SLOW!!! *('_')*

Missing My "BiG BabY"

I MISS My BaBY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant wait till tmr night! Finally! hahahahahaha... *crazy woman*

The Horrible Monster n a really anonymous person!

I came on to my blog and realise I've got another comment! Yayyyy! hahhahaaha... *going nuts* But also realise that the anonymous person didnt leave her name! but calls me Jie... hhmm... so I am suspecting its Bec... cos she is the only one that calls me that and the only little sis I acknowledge n offically accepts... Identify yourself! Is that u Becky??? :P
 
Went out 4 only an hour! to get myself waxed(phew, finally i feel clean!) And the damage has been done at home... ggrrrrrr... the last 3 times was at least 5 hours, damage done i can understand... but 1 hour! THE MONSTER IS STRIPPING ME OF MY LIFE!!! Ju... U r right... I m mad... i look mad, i sound mad, i am mad!  The brat chewed up my fav converse slippers that Dad bought for me when I was still in High school... n again manage to chew on shoe boxes n took out shoes... and again! MY LEATHER SHOE!!!!! arggggg............ *calms herself down* I have given up trying to teach him a lesson... Tried not feeding him dinner! Tried scolding him till my voice cracks! Tried being nice to him n talk to him... Even tried the most inhuman way of wacking him!  And Yes Ju, possibly if this continues, I will call u 1 day, 1 fine day, and say: "Ju, monster spoke back to me yesterday!" or "Ju, I bark n communicated with Monster yesterday!" geeeezeeeeee... argggg...
 
ok... *tidying her hair, straighten her top, press her pants* alright, everything is fine now... Anywayz its only another day after today that MOnsTer's owner will FINALLY return! And I ONLY have 1 more day to pull thru n I m FREEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok... *tidy her hair, straighten her top, press her pants again*
 
Alright, that's bout enough blabbing for now...
 
*huggiez* to my baby and lotsa *muakz* to follow... cant wait till tmr night...

testing testing...

ZoNsTer Posting her ZoNology...

hmmm... just testing the blogger site...

Cheerz,
ZoNsTer

First Bloggie Posting... 27th July (Tues) 8:17pm

Bloggy Bloggy Bloggy...
 
My 1st Bloggy posting... watching australian idol audition, missing my baby, and too tired to do any readings... which I should be doing... e weird system analysis lecturer had made a speech that drilled into my mind bout u r in postgrad, I m not going to baby sit u all... do all the reading yourself, u r responsible blah blah blah... grrrrr... And who is to blame for my fatigue ----> MONSTER! That brown piece of 15kg meat... but i still luvvvv him... argh... a luv n hate r/s... not a healthy one thou... wait till my baby comes back, everything should be more normal then...
 
muakz to all who is reading my 1st bloggy~
 
Signing off...