contridicting extreme freak

I have my dark side...
I'm trying hard to keep my innocence.
I don't want to grow up...
I want to stay this way.
I like the way I am...
I don't want to be corrupted.
I'm fighting a battle within...
I want to keep things simple.
I'm not perfect...
I love perfection.

I am happy being by myself...
I enjoy solitude...
I like getting to know people...
I like good times with friends...

I want to end this "poem"
I cannot be bothered to end it...